Just sitting here on the crackberry waiting for Christmas dinner to be ready... I have failed miserably at keeping this thing updated, for that I apologize, but really, you're not missing out on much.

I like Christmas. I miss being little though and counting down the months before this day. This year I barely realized it was coming until it was already here and I found myself driving to my mom's house to see all the fam in town and open presents. Damn the time flies and damn I feel old. Speaking of old, my grandparents are getting up there and slowly declining in health. It's the kind of thing where you wonder If this could be their last Christmas, terrible I know but I've developed quite a "realistic" outlook on life. Just last night I took down a guy who will barely be alive today to see his last Christmas - heart attack while driving cross country to see family. Nice guy too.

Anyway, I'm just bitter because dinner is taking so long, and it looks to be a good one; pork loin, fresh veggies, potatos, and of course pumpkin pie waiting in the wings for the second act. Mmmmmm good!